*is lonely*

i know i have firend son the intermanet, and friedns irl.
suitors online and irl.

and random stalkers too.

but i still feel lonely. :/ i dotn knwo why.

im also getting very brooding. and .. weird.

i want children ;_;



My outercourse activity is french kissing!


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A- Age of 1st kiss: 13 i lost spin the bottle.

B- Band you are listening to right now: er right at this moment disturbed but also metallica, marilyn manson, godsmack and dream theater.

C- 1st Crush: Johnathon .. uh i forget.

D- Dad's name: Johannes

E- Easiest person to talk to: hmmmmmmm caracal and pic.(peter and leo)

F- Favorite ice cream: mint choc chip!

G- Gummy worms or gummy bear?: uhh jelly babies?

H- Hometown: born in scunthorpe but only technically. lived in grimsby really.

I- Instruments: acoustic and electric guitar, recorder >.<

J- Junior high: god knwos what that is. Juniors was lysle marsden and then erdington something or other used to be ryland shcool maybe? anyway and high school was sutton coldfield grammar school for girls.
oh yeah. geeky.

K- Kids: yes please.

L- Longest car ride ever: just when i moved to birmingham form grimsby. i cant do long journeys aka over 2 hours. i get sick.

M- Mom's name: Christine

N- Nicknames: rose, rosie, pr, steph, stephy, soru, koyie, KD.

O- One wish: To have no worrries.

P- Phobia[s]: the dark. dad used ot lock my up in the cloakroom when i was bad o.O terrified of the dark now.

Q- Quote: Oh Shush

R- Reason(s) to smile: hmm.... i dunno o.O im alive? thats pretty cool. lots of thinsg really at random times.

S- Song you sang last: dream theater - the mirror. oh yeah. awesome song.

T- Time you woke up today: 7am! woo! best lie in ever.

U- Unknown fact about me: ummmmmmm... ... ... i currently have 12 suitors?

V- Virgin: nah. but its no biggie. okay yes i love sex. but its not really important if you are a virgin or not.

W- Worst habit: scatter brained. forget my head if it wasnt screwed on.

X- How many X-rays you've had: uhh 3 dental, 1 head xray, 3 foot xrays, 4 hand xrays. hmm thats it.

Y- Your least favorite person as of right now: no one really i love everyone =o

Z- Zodiac sign: Leo